February 22, 2K2 - 5:03 P.M.February 22, 2K2 - 5:03 P.M.
February 22, 2K2 - 5:03 P.M.
Feelin' calm
Kekeke, it's done. ^_^v See ya there!
-Saka chan
http://www.smalltown-heroes.com/sakalog/
EDIT: July 14, 2002 // Nyuuuu, everything's now over at belvedia.net. I'll see you THERE, mm-kay? ^.^
February 18, 2K2 - 6:46 A.M.February 18, 2K2 - 6:46 A.M.
February 18, 2K2 - 6:46 A.M.
Feelin' hungry
Okay, so THIS will be the last entry for Pitas. :PPPP I missed writing, dammit! >_< But I'll be attacking Greymatter after school today, soooooo. :P Sorry, I was working on something else~! I promise to show ya though. Just not now. Too early in the morning...
Whoof, this is the earliest I've woken up for school. 6:10... Hoo boy. I should be getting up 50 minutes from now. XDDDDD Oh well, maybe now I can make a nice breakfast for a change. Some eggs, toast, coffee, maybe even some pancakes. *___* Or maybe I'll just stay on the computer until it's time to go the school. XDDDDD Whichever comes first!
So this weekend I had Kalisa over. :P It was pretty fun~! We pretty much pigged out on cookies and stuff and attacked Jak and Daxter. XDD What a weird game! I love Daxter; he's so cynical. *-*
hehhee you're very welcome for the cookie, Trade bun. ^___^ Cookies are fun, aren't they? XDD
Thank you so much for the plug, Suz! *-* Seriously, it made me happy to see that there are people who like what I write, instead of just "having a nice layout." ^___^v
Okay, I'm gonna go now. :PPP You are all spared, little ones.
February 16, 2K2 - 2:13 P.M.February 16, 2K2 - 2:13 P.M.
February 16, 2K2 - 2:13 P.M.
Feelin' sore
Ow ow ow ow ow. >__< Last night I forgot how to walk, and I hurt my foot. Well, actually, I hurt it more than it already is. =_=; You see, there's an extra bone in my right foot, right between the Talus and Navicular bones, and heavy strain or stupid balance causes the ligaments and tendons to loosen up, a LOT. Result: daily doses of pain for about a week, and a bandage that sort of cuts off circulation to my foot. -_-; Now I must wait for the muscles to tighten back up again (it takes about a week to do so, since that goddamn bone isn't, like, meant to be there). My mom said that I should just have surgery. =_= It's a simple procedure, she says. Surrrrrre, simple for the doctor. But it happens to be MY foot that they wanna cut open. No thanks.
Oh, I made a self-portrait. Doesn't it just scream me? XDDDD
This will most likely be my last real entry in Pitas. I'm moving servers yet again. :P Shinji kouhai, yer such a dear. *__* Thanks so much for hosting me! *hugglesquishchu* Yer just the best. ^__^v
The journal shall be moved to his domain sometime this week, whenever I figure out Greymatter. The layout will probably be the same. ^^a I dunno, changing this layout seems kind of pointless, because it works so well with what I put in it. Oh well, maybe next month I'll get sick of it. XD
I wanted to go to the mall today, but my mom said to stay in cause of my foot. >_< Mu, I hate this! I hope Kalisa can still come over; at least this weekend won't suck then. ^^a
February 15, 2K2 - 5:17 P.M.February 15, 2K2 - 5:17 P.M.
February 15, 2K2 - 5:17 P.M.
Feelin' aggravated
I hate Lifetime. -_-; You know, that channel where women express their pride in their gender. I'm sorry, but I don't recall an entire channel network dedicated to guys. Sure, there's TNT's "Movies for Guys who like Movies" but that's just a little portion of the channel. *rolls eyes* Besides, why do women like movies where women get beat up or kidnapped?
Oprah should be on Lifetime. =_= She seems to overglorify the women nation. My mom told me to watch her show today because it dealt with rape. I watched it; I thought it might be interesting. But it aggravated me. They said cute little facts, like one out of three women will get raped, and rape is one of the worst nightmares women may face, and women have it soooooo hard because of rape.
Excuse me? Sorry to burst your egotistical bubble, but women aren't the only ones who are targets of rape. Rape does not happen only to women. I've heard of many cases where men have been violated. I sat through the entire show waiting for them to mention a male rape case, but nope. None at all. How infuriating! >_< I'm not a guy, I know that, but I'm just so tired of hearing women making it sound like men are such horrid beings and how they violate us!
That show was just screaming at all women to hate men because they like to rape us because, well, we're women! Women get raped!! Men don't get raped, they do the rapin'!! Men are perverts and we women gotta suffer for it!! Oh, we gotta hate dem males now. ¬_¬
Men and women are different; I don't care what anybody says about equality between genders, because if men and women were so equal as everybody says, then the subject of sexuality and military recruitment wouldn't be so taboo. Crime though, does not just happen to one or the other. Of course, there's the baby stealing and the occasional Loreena Bobbit move, but you know what I mean. =_=
End of Long Ass Rant. :PPPP As for today's happenings, not much... Ben was wearing an orange sweater and grey pants and it reminded me of my journal. X_x;
I hate to say this, but Lisa is hurting my feelings. =_= I get the impression that she doesn't want to spend lunch period with Kalisa and me. I'm glad that she's friends with Mike and wants to eat lunch at his house, but... well, I figure that if she's to be leaving for Japan in less than a month, she'd want to spend as much time with us as she can. *shrug* As long as she's happy...
February 15, 2K2 - 8:09 A.M.February 15, 2K2 - 8:09 A.M.
February 15, 2K2 - 8:09 A.M.
Feelin' peaceful
I hate it when I lose track of time. >_< I woke up on time (7:00), went to brush my teeth and stuff, had breakfast... and next thing I new it was like, 7:55. X_x;; School started almost 30 minutes ago. I usually never take that long to get ready for school. Must be that Duckman episode I saw last night.
So I'm going to let first period pass, then go to second period, so I don't have to sign any attendance slips. Yes, I would rather hurt my attendance records than embarass myself for 10 seconds. I'm just weird like that.
I'll take this time to rant about something. :P I remember a loooong time ago my dad said to never use the "s" word. Referring to "sorry." He always said that sorry doesn't mean anything. It confused me; I was like, "so what do I say then?" I guess what he meant was actions speak louder than words.
And now to this day I can't accept apologies like normal people do. If someone bumped into me on accident or something that's fine, but I mean when somebody did something bad to me or hurt my feelings. Sometimes I'll allow it to pass, but I never forgive them for it, even to close friends. =_= I grew up believing that sorries don't erase what just happened, so in a way there's no way to make up for it.
And because my thinking is almost always philosophical, even the littlest things gets so blown out of proportion for me. If a friend calls me a name or something and I tell her off, then she sincerely apologizes, I never accept it because I feel like she's only sorry because she got in trouble. Even if she realizes that, I won't accept anything because I know she thought that first.
I guess it would be better if someone actually /did/ something to prove that he/she was sorry, but it takes a lot to prove that to me. Candy or flowers really don't do much... it's almost like a bribe. Then again, if it seems like a bribe, why don't I just take the goddamn verbal apology???
You think I enjoy this, don't you. =_=; No, I /hate/ being unforgiving, because I know one day it'll hurt me. What if someone I love hurts my feelings and I hold my evil grudges on them? I'll probably end up losing their attention completely because they were too frustrated to get through to me.
But I dunno what to do. Just as unmeaningful sorries, I don't wanna go around forgiving people when I don't mean it.
Gobblewobble.
February 14, 2K2 - 5:25 P.M.February 14, 2K2 - 5:25 P.M.
February 14, 2K2 - 5:25 P.M.
Feelin' tired, but determined
Happy Valentine's Day, blah blah blah, onto today's happenings. :P
So many girls have gotten balloons and flowers and teddy bears. ^_^ For each friend I saw who had either or all, I asked whether they felt special because of it, and all said yes. I silently boggled. Why would you feel special for recieving a present from someone who only felt like he/she was obligated to? I mean, if it were me, I'd feel a lot more happier if I got a teddy bear or even better a cookie just out of the blue. :PPP Weirdos.
That guy in art class is still fucking with me. *rolls eyes* Nothing will get through this guy's head! He started poking me repeatedly so I smacked him really hard on the head with my plastic soda bottle. Being the idiot he is, he hit my arm as a recoil. Didn't hurt. XD Whatta dork! He did throw my drink in the trash though, of anger I guess, but that didn't bother me much because it was a bad flavor anyway. :PPP
Mona, who sits in front of me, was apparently uncomfortable with our quibbles, so she told him that if he had any feelings, he'd get the bottle back and apologize. It was very nice of Mona to say that, and he did do as she say after a few pushes from her... but pfft, I don't accept apologies when you do it only to stop being bothered. If he had went up, gotten the drink out, and apologized without Mona telling him to, then I would've considered it. Then again, to me he's a prick, so I can't really tell. :PPP
And onto the Talent Show. I went because I wanted to see people screw up. XDD Sorry, I just like to see people make fools of themselves! I'm so cynical. ¬___¬
Unfortunately, no one messed up so bad that they ran off crying. =_= We had too many singers. These two guys were singing something from what Lisa said was Saves the Day, and hell, they SUCKED~! They couldn't hold a note in a basket. Same went for Bruce. It must've been a bad day for him, because I've heard him sing before and he's actually very great. *_* Oh, there was a breakdancer too... to me what he was doing was the "icecube-in-the-pants" routine. :\
Ah, but the wrestling match that Nathan and the others did was just great! XDDD They had trash cans and chairs and a ladder and everything! Those trash cans make a lot of noise when you slam somebody on them~!
Car's being traded in today. I think. My brother was having trouble getting the CD face out of its compartment. X_x;;; But eventually he got it out, and now I'm just too tired to care about what's going to happen next.
But tired as I am, today I'm determined to figure out, or at least manage to make something work out of Greymatter. As you may know, I just cannot figure out CGI/PERL crap. >_< Even if I just have to tweak really minor things here and there, it just doesn't work for me. I come about so many problems that I just have no clue why they're there, or how to fix it. =_= It makes me feel really stupid, actually, because so many other people have obviously gotten theirs to work! X________x;;;; But Shinji's got my back on this, so hopefully I'll be able to make it work this time. If not, well, I'll just stay with ol' Pitas.
Speaking of that cheeky little bugger, that blog of my funky kouhai is back online! XDDD Welcome back, my man! You may be alive, but from your words your not kickin' yet; alas, daijou~bu, I'll watch over ya and make sure you don't die or anything XPPP!!! *hugglesqueeeeakchu!*
Hey, Sarah! Having cousins over can be fun! Especially when you hate having them over. :PPP You can put his hand in warm water and put peanut butter on his toes while he's sleeping! And mess around with his head by making weird noises late at night! Oh oh oh!! Before he gets in the shower, get some baby oil and write a really freaky sentence on the bathroom mirror! That way when it gets all foggy and he gets out, he'll look in the mirror and hopefully squeal like he's never squealed before! XDDDD Wheeeeee!!
So that's it. ^__^a I'm off!
February 13, 2K2 - 9:04 P.M.February 13, 2K2 - 9:04 P.M.
February 13, 2K2 - 9:04 P.M.
Feelin' awake o_O;;
Yeah, I'm awake. >_< I need to stop taking naps when I get home from school. "Naps" I say... 4 hours is not called a nap, Saka. Get a grip.
Anyway! French Club meeting today. Had Valentine's Day cake. Day became good. XDDD Looks like we're actually making profit from those crappy cards we made. Wheeeeee!! XDD The public loves practical shit! :D
Houshin Engi chapter 1 is complete! *__* It looks great! Only... they changed my titles for people. ^^a I don't like using "-sama" or "-chan" or etc. when translating. >_< I mean, English translations = english counterparts to everything, right? But hell, I'm just glad they didn't completely mutilate my translations to fit the word bubbles like I was afraid they would. O_o;;; Everybody, go download it! Especially you Kalisa!
Oh, yesterday one of my half... er, -family came to visit for Chinese New Year's. ^^;;;; Sorry, my family is just set up so weird; it's hard to explain things. What I'd do for a mom, a dad, a brother, a little sister, a dog, a cat, a canary, and grandparents from both sides. Nuclear family, bombs away.
Oops, that went off course. :PPP Anyway, my new little baby neice is sooooooooooooo rockin'! XDDDD She's an evil little bugger! She took my Mardi Gras beads and hid them under the couch, and she blamed it on my older neice. And she beats up on my little nephew. XDDDD She's very smart too... I didn't think a 2˝ year old girl would know that you're supposed to pose when a camera is pointed at you. *_* But alas, she still puts her shoes on the wrong way. So cute!! You're on the road to a good, evil life, little one. Come with me, we can learn from each other! See, this is a sick monkey...
Oooh, I forgot to mention my time over at that pizza place! Man, Dannielle made sure that I was embarrassed. >_< CiCi's Pizza is NOT a place to be when you're in a bad mood. They are just WAAAAAY too enthusiastic about their job, and believe me, some are actually NOT faking it. X_x;;;; So when Dannielle said it was my birthday... they asked for my name and I wanted them to put Jafar, since I'm sort of hooked on that name right now. *____* Jafar... so cool!! I'm going to name my first son that. XDDDDDDD Kakakaka~~~!! (ahem) As I was saying, I wanted them to put down Jafar, but naaaaah, everybody said no. =_= I wanted to be Jafar, just for that day! >_<
But later, as we were eatin' our overly greasy pizza, some of the owners came to our table with a big chocolate pizza (X_x;;;;) with a candle in it, and they told me to stand on my chair whilst they get all the customers' attention and sing Happy Birthday to me. Yeah. Yer asking a 16-old-girl to stand on her chair in a pizza parlor. Are you nutso or something?! X_____x;;;;; But Kalisa said I took it well. :P Thank goodness. I thought I would shy away, or look at the ground, or something cutely stupid like that, but I didn't. ^^a I think I'm getting over my shyness a bit. That's very very good. =_= Being shy is NOT fun!
Hrm... I wanna talk about something, but I dunno if I want to. ^^a Complicated? Yes... kinda... Oh well, here goes.
A while ago a guy who goes to my old middle school found my journal. X_x;; How, I dunno, but hey, at first I thought "that's pretty cool". We exchanged e-mails a few times, and I felt safe to assume he was at least a half-decent human being... but now things are just getting rather icky. X_x;; No, I'm not exactly "freaked out" that he was curious about me and did research on me. I'm not exactly "freaked out" that he somehow knows I'm not in any AICE programs, or in band, or in any other extra curricular activities. The word I'm looking goes along the lines of "angry" and "fucking pissed off."
Sure, he looked me up. Why should I be angry? It's not like he'll hunt ya down or anything. Besides, you know what school he goes to. You can kick his ass. Why are ya angry?
Well, for starters, I think it's safe to assume that if he has the ability to find information on me, then certainly he can look up my friends and family. Right? And most importanly, my privacy has been invaded. It seems like everything I do you can now look up through the internet. I wouldn't feel right when this certain guy comes to my school next year, knowing that he possibly knows what classes I take without me having to tell him. I really don't want to meet this guy.
No, I don't need you as a hacker/detective, Lee. That stuff is meant for people who are dressed in blue uniforms and pull you over because they're bored. Plus, I'm not going to stoop so low as to look up information on people I shouldn't care about. But if that's what you want to be, that's fine with me. Just don't get in my way, okay??
Erg. >_< Valentine's Day is tomorrow. Who's yo' daddy? XDDD
February 12, 2K2 - 6:09 P.M.February 12, 2K2 - 6:09 P.M.
February 12, 2K2 - 6:09 P.M.
Feelin' happy
Merry Chinese New Years~! XDDDD Let's welcome the Year of the Horse. *pokes Kalisa* I bet Link's real happy about this, hmmmmm? >3 I can just see him whooping for glory! XDDDD
I went to the mall today with my mom. I couldn't get that haircut with her though. >_< (Say Kalisa, you wanna come with me Friday?) I got a new book though. *skims through The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon* Looks good. :]
And I'm down to my last few pages of Nuku Nuku, so we went to Michaels to get me a new sketch book. *holds it up* This is Muku Muku. Say hi, Muku Muku! XD!!
Oh oh, I met Rick and Clarke at the mall. X_x;; Rick was buying something for his girlfriend for Valentine's Day (he had a girlfriend?!). I hope they found something. o_O;
I saw Thomas too, but he was about 100 feet away. He saw me, but we don't talk to each other so we didn't do anything about it.
Valentine's Day... erg. Whatta dumb day. =_=; A day to express your love! Like any other day isn't appropriate for that matter. :P I would like some cookies and chocolates though, so if you want me to be your Valentine, please feel free to do so. XP Don't expect anything in return though, unless yer special. XDDD
Grub calls. Bai~!
February 11, 2K2 - 2:51 P.M.February 11, 2K2 - 2:51 P.M.
February 11, 2K2 - 2:51 P.M.
Feelin' quite satisfied
Erg. What a horrible day. Amazing how one person can ruin everything for you.
I'm beginning to loathe art class. First I disliked it. Then I hated it. Now I loathe it XP!!! Primarily because of this one boy who just doesn't know his limits.
Sure, I can take the small-breasts jokes. Sure, I can take the vertically-challenging jokes. But no, I can't take jokes that involve me and China. Especially when I've explained in full detail that I am NOT Chinese. He pushed my buttons too far. It's hard for me to remember what exactly he was saying because I was too busy blocking him out of my mind, but I know at one point he said something about my brother and the Chinese tradition of incest and molestation. That's when he snapped my rope.
That's when I punched him in his fucking face. >_<
I gave him a really bad nosebleed. o_O;;; Yeesh. Was I that angry? I guess so. =_=;;; I surprised myself. I hate it when I lose my cool like that. I feel weak because I wasn't able to control my anger. But hell, I don't hate myself for this. He asked for it, and he got it, from me personally.
Luckily Hammond didn't do anything about it. He said that Seth deserved it. O_o;;; Odd teacher. But he said if it happened again he'd have to report me. Goddammit.
This is like a bad TV series. Boy bugs girl, girl beats shit out of boy, boy finds more reason to bug girl.
Ugh... there's not enough cuss words to express how I feel right now. =_=;;;
But hopefully later today will cheer me up. :P Dannielle is taking me to a pizza place for a late birthday present. ^_^ Kalisa is coming too, I think. Wheeee! Free pizza! XDDDD
So, er, that's all folks. Matte de oranu...
February 09, 2K2 - 7:40 P.M.February 09, 2K2 - 7:40 P.M.
February 09, 2K2 - 7:40 P.M.
Feelin' calm
[download skin: Amen]
Wheeeeee. I went to the mall today in hopes of getting a haircut. I figured that if I wanted exciting things to happen in my life, I might as well make them come to me. Orange streaks should be exciting enough. But I chickened out. >_< I went home feeling weak and unworthy. >PPP What the hell is wrong with me?! X\ Maybe it'll be better if someone came with me...
So after that dilemna, munched on some nice food and whipped out Nuku Nuku, sponser of page 12 and among others of SR. It's getting interesting... My artwork for SR is getting better. I didn't intend to do that... They were just supposed to be doodles that don't need high tending to. Hence the title. But noooo, I just HAD to run out of notebook paper. Nooo, I just HAD to rely on Nuku Nuku. Nooo, I just HAD to follow my values and make a half-decent effort on a $20 sketch book.
I'm such a weird person. I wish I could just make up my mind and decide whether SR is going to be doodles or art. It kind of clashes when it's both. Then again, I'm not supposed to care since it's just stress relief. :PPP
Mweeeeeee. Rumba rumba rumba...
February 09, 2K2 - 1:53 A.M.February 09, 2K2 - 1:53 A.M.
February 09, 2K2 - 1:53 A.M.
Feelin' drained
Erg. I thought I was up for another page, but I overestimated myself. So only one new page for SR. Maybe later today I'll get my ass in gear. :PPPP
Hrm... I choked on a jellybean a while ago. X_x;;; I didn't know you could do that. It was funny and painful. Try choking and laughing at the same time and see what I mean. Minty fresh violence. Feel the burn.
It's late. Can't think/talk/type straight. Will go to bed, for all you little peoples' sake.
Next update: additions to SR, a new skin, and the usual daily rambles. Saraba.
February 08, 2K2 - 3:26 P.M.February 08, 2K2 - 3:26 P.M.
February 08, 2K2 - 3:26 P.M.
Feelin' worried
Holy cow, Kalisa. I know you said your dad was sick a little, but I had no idea it went so far... Don't worry, if you don't want to go to the hospital then that's fine. I know what it's like to see your dad in a hospital bed; it's NOT fun. >_< All you can do now is hope that your dad will be okay for a long time. *hugglesquish* You have my wishes, and hopefully everyone elses' who reads about it. ^^
Man, this is NOT a good way to start a weekend. >____< Let's all just keep to the bright side, if there is any. Today started out pretty bad. Sure, I got to school on time this time, and I even got my mom to stop by the gas station so I could get Frappuccino, but I was half-way to my 1st period class when I realized that I forgot Nuku Nuku, my sketch book, at home. =_= Boring day ahoy.
So today I wrote everyone a note. I usually don't do that. :PPP Kalisa got two, and both had doodles in it. Lucky her. :PPP Jennifer and Lisa didn't because my pen was running out of ink. >_< Ick. Nothing could be more annoying than drawing with a dying pen.
My brother's gone to Gainesville to visit his friend for the weekend, so that means I have the house pretty much to myself. Well, of course my mom will be around, but that's pretty much the same. :PPP She doesn't mind too much of me doing cartwheels in the den or backflips on the beds as much as my brother does. O_o;; You know, in a way I see my brother as my father. X_x;;
Too bad this named "father" took the Playstation 2 with him. >:\ Grrr.
Nuku Nuku time. :PPP By tonight I'll've scanned a few more pages to Stress Relief. Hopefully... I'll make it my goal for today. ^_^v
February 07, 2K2 - 3:03 P.M.February 07, 2K2 - 3:03 P.M.
February 07, 2K2 - 3:03 P.M.
Feelin' mikwakaplooie
I can make really weird words in Life Management. :PPPP So the newest addition to the Saka-mese dictionary:
Mi·kwa·ka·ploo·ie (mē·kwă·kŭ·plū·ē)
adj.
1. Affected or characterized by boredom or indifference
2. Expressive of boredom or indifference
3. In association with myerk
4. Thursday, February 07, 2002
Aren't you enlightened? >P
So, at that, today was very myerk. Mikwakaplooie. I think I should drink coffee before school everyday. *___* It REALLY gets you up!! XDDD I was way too hyper... must stop moving must stop moving! I think I'll run a mile! And cluck on the roofs! Wheeeee!!! XDDDDDD
I got a hundred on my portfolio design in art class. >_< I really don't deserve it; it could've been a shitload better. Hammond needs to invest in better colored pencils. A said professional artist should know better than to buy a box of Crayolas and expect us to do a good job in 2 days. =_=; I pretty much half-assed the thing. Deh.
From what Mona said, the hand-made Valentines are actually selling. O_o;; There's a mystery worthy of national attention.
The end. Till next post. ^_^
February 06, 2K2 - 5:52 P.M.February 06, 2K2 - 5:52 P.M.
February 06, 2K2 - 5:52 P.M.
Feelin' relaxed nyu
Bad reminiscences at the orthodontist. >_< I think it was the tongue-shaped mirror that made me conclude that these people are a little too friendly. Tooooo friendly... nyu. The bill wasn't so friendly though. >PPPP Damn.
It was raining all day today. God knows how much I love rain. *__* Everyone seems to think that rain means bad news, but I see it as a good luck sign. ^__^ Even if nothing out of the ordinary happens, just seeing rain makes me feel so much better. Weird how one bad memory of rain can bring a world of happiness in the future.
Hrn. I know something else happened today. Can't remember what. =_= *concentrate concentrate* Ah, right. Time for some guy-in-art-class myerking. Seth has such a bad temper that it's annoying. >_< He thinks he's being bad ass, but it really just makes him look stupid. He likes to take it out on me for some reason.
Well, Seth, just because you're PMSin' doesn't mean I am!! Why don't you just do everyone a favor and either get a grip or get some Midol, you pathetic piece of gwap!!! o>___<o
Hmm. I think I'll tell him that. >:D
End. Now go away.
February 05, 2K2 - 9:15 P.M.February 05, 2K2 - 9:15 P.M.
February 05, 2K2 - 9:15 P.M.
Feelin' happy nyu!
Man, Ragnarok Online is so confusing. *__* Thank goodness I have Ameria chan to help me out. Overall, I'm sure once I get used to it I'll love it. ^__^ I'm having fun just walking around, mainly in front of people. I'm staring at you...
And Ameria showed me through mIRC. *___* I actually got into a channel! Wo~w! XDDD I thought it was impossible, for me anyway. >PPP The people at EoT are very fun. ^_^
So myerk, I'm off to bed. Quite early. ^^a Mommy's getting paranoid. Wheeeeee!
February 04, 2K2 - 11:26 P.M.February 04, 2K2 - 11:26 P.M.
February 04, 2K2 - 11:26 P.M.
Feelin' myerk
Hoo boy. Two new artpieces and a new comic. For those of you who care. >:P C'mon! The old comic is of some lunch meats wrestling. ^____^ Wheeeeeee, I'm such a dork! XDDDD Scary how it took me over a year to scan those 6 pages. X_x; Even scarier how my comic-making abilities haven't improved that much since that time. X_____x;;;; Oh lordy, help me!
Survey time! XDD They're fun, bite me. >:P
¤ General ¤
01. name?: Saka chan
02. d.o.b.?: 28 January, 1986
03. location?: Earth
04. religion?: Saka-sm
05. occupation?: "Seme" and part-time duck
¤ Appearance ¤
01. hair?: Black and brown, shoulder-blade lenghth. I need to get it cut...
02. eyes?: Bad
03. height?: 5'2"
04. weight?: 97... OUNCES!!!
05. figure?: Human?
¤ Style ¤
01. clothing?: Yes
02. music?: J-popish, alternative rock, blah blah blah
03. makeup?: Lip stuff and concealer
04. bodyart?: Sometimes. Usually it's answers to an upcoming test.
¤ Right Now ¤
01. wearing?: I'm still in my school clothes. ^^; And it's almost 11. Wow.
02. listening to?: Cutey Honey opening. Very kewl. ^_^
03. thinking of?: Fish.
04. feeling?: Myerk
¤ Last Thing You.. ¤
01. bought?: A phone call to my mom
02. did?: Typed an answer to a survey question
03. ate & drank?: Some ricey-meaty stuff and water
04. read?: Assignments and journals
05. watched on tv?: Who Wants to be a Millionaire? I hate that show. =_=
¤ Either Or ¤
01. club or houseparty?: Sleepovers!!!
02. tea or coffee?: Coffee *___*
03. high achiever or easy-going?: Easy-going
04. beer or cider?: The wine in my closet
05. drinks or shots?: The wine in my closet
06. cats or dogs?: Both are delicious
07. single or taken?: Um.. both?
08. pen or pencil?: Depends on the case. ^_^ Though I can draw with both
09. gloves or mittens?: Mittens are cuter ^_^
10. food or candy?: *___* Don't make me chooooooose!!!
11. cassette or cd?: CD
12. snuff or cigarettes?: Sniffy crackers!!
13. coke or pepsi?: Dr. Pepper, tahnk you
14. hard or mild alcohol?: The wine in my closet
15. matches or a lighter?: Fire fire fire!! XDDD
16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful?: Huh?
17. rickie lake or oprah winfrey?: Gimme my Sopranos!
¤ Who Do You Want To.. ¤
01. kill?: People who murder >DD
02. shag?: *devilish grin* Many, many ducks...
03. slap?: Taikoubou's ass?
04. hear from?: My dad, but that would be freaky X_x
05. get really wasted with?: Everybody! Wheeeeeee!!
06. tickle?: Er...
07. look like?: Fish
08. be like?: Fish
09. avoid?: Pretty teenboppers
¤ Favorite ¤
01. food?: *___* Everything! Well, just the good stuff. >:PPP
02. drink?: Dr. Pepper, Coke, Coffee. Coffeeeee....
03. color?: Nice-looking ones
04. album?: *shrug*
05. shoes?: Sandals, please
06. site?: Just this damn journal for now
07. dance?: Wufei dance!!
08. song?: Gah, I dunno! Too many!!
09. vegetable?: Carrots and cucumbers
10. fruit?: Any *_*
11. berry?: Myerk
February 04, 2K2 - 5:12 P.M.February 04, 2K2 - 5:12 P.M.
February 04, 2K2 - 5:12 P.M.
Feelin' calm and stuff
Is it just me, or does every artist feel insulted when asked "You like to draw don't you"? I'm rather touchy when people ask this. Yes, I do like to draw. In fact, I love the stuff. But the way you say "draw" comes out as if I'm a pre-school child who likes to doodle pointless flowers and dinosaurs because she doesn't have anything else better to do. The way you say "draw" comes out as if you're saying whatever your hobbies are make you a better person than I am because drawing is a boring and tedious activity. The way you say "draw" comes out as if you're saying you're too lazy to ask what exactly I'm trying to draw. The way you say "draw" comes out as if you're too dumb to realize the obvious so you have to verbally question your doubts. In short, it's really really annoying. =_=;;;
And then there are those fellow artists who don't critique. My art teacher specifically. Contrary to my classmates' assumption, I don't attend art class to show what I can do; I go to improve what I know and learn new things. But nyuuu Mr. Hammond just had to be those modest teachers. =_=; I wish he'd give critique BEFORE I turn in an assignment. If there was a way to make something better, I'd like you to tell me NOW, so I won't get a surprise 75. And he's not much of an encouragement. Why take off points for making small doodles on your papers? Are you saying I shouldn't doodle? Excuuuuuse me for being artistic, you ass!!
Man, I'm on an art grudge. >_< Sometimes I wish I never took up this gwap. It's such an underappreciated skill. I mean, when you see a flyer at school saying "Got a talent that's just BURSTING to get out?! Sign up for the Talent Show!!", do you really think the school population will be excited to see you go at a gouache painting? No, they want to see someone sing, or dance, or act, or anything as long as it doesn't involve the audience thinking. Real art is supposed to bend your mind, and of course, the modern man is too busy to even turn around.
*shrug* What to do?
February 04, 2K2 - 12:32 A.M.February 04, 2K2 - 12:32 A.M.
February 04, 2K2 - 12:32 A.M.
Feelin' happy
Quickie post before bed. >:P Today was quite busy. Mommy had my brother and I help out cleaning up the motel. That she will probably never use. O_o; Don't ask. Anyway, that took quite a while... I'd say 3 or 4 hours. =_=; Oh, my back...
But hey, afterwards we got to go to Wal-Mart and buy me some new headphones! It's about time I got rid of my old ones with no cusions on them. O_x; My new ones hug yer head from the back, and they're very neato. ^_^v Wheeee! I got a lower watt bulb for that evil lamp. *loverly sigh* Mucho better. ^_^
And obviously, page 10 of Stress Relief is up. v^__^v I'm starting to run out of notebook paper...
February 03, 2K2 - 1:16 A.M.February 03, 2K2 - 1:16 A.M.
February 03, 2K2 - 1:16 A.M.
Feelin' very uncomfortable
I asked my mom for a desk lamp. She gave me a flood light. =_=; This thing is so bright a blind man could see it. O_o;;; *rubs eyes* Itai nou~...
I need some new pencils. ._. The lead in this one is too thick. I couldn't break it even if I wanted to. =_=; Gr, damn Panama City and its artistically-challenged economy.
What's with some guys calling every girl they see a dyke? ^^a Not only is it terribly rude, it's degrading yourself because you're saying you can't express your mind well enough to come up with more intelligent insults. Sometimes I just wanna fucking punch that guy. =_=;; Just because I like cheese doesn't mean I'm lesbian. o>_
Enough man-bashing. >:P How about some woman-bashing to even it out? XD
Girls constantly overanalyze situations. I think it's because we can't think of anything else besides what's currently happening, leaving us no choice but. Have we no escape? Sure, I go on the computer to escape. :P But some girls just like to take anybody who'll listen and start whining about how her boyfriend doesn't love her, and how she should change to make him love her, and yadda yadda blah blah blah.
First off, I didn't think you could make someone love you; and second, if you really think that a guy is worth changing who you are, then you need a good slap to the head. >:P And some moldy cheese to fall on you. >PPPP
When you get right down to it, it's all that matters. Every man for himself. Get yourself a guy/girl, no matter how many backs you gotta step over. Besides, it's almost Valentine's Day! Who'd want to just DIE of embarassment for not having a valentine? Who cares if they just steal some cute guy from his girl just for that day? It was really important, because if she didn't have a valentine, she would've just stayed home, watched TV, and eat a pint of rocky road ice cream with a side of cheesecake, then whine all day the next day about how she pigged herself out and how pathetic she was for not being lovable. *rolls eyes*
These girls need to learn how to have fun without a guy. =_=; They need to learn how to have fun just staying at home. They need some hobbies. A computer would do nicely. :P
Enough of that gwap. Hope you enjoyed the segment. Back to your regular programming.
End-of-time.org is fully back! \^o^/ Wheeeee!! Thanks to them, you have this nice journal available to you little people. >:P *huggles the nice server host people*
We had a salesman come to our house. X_x;; He was trying to sell a vacuum cleaner. He said it cleans everything. Well, does it take care of annoying marketers? XPPP I wish I took that free bottle of Dawn he had. We needed some of that.
Damn marketers. =_= Though it's kind of funny when I get a telemarketer asking for my dad. :P They don't keep up with the times, do they? >DDD
I think the beer company in front of my house is finally calming down with the noise control. The neighborhood was having a petition going around requesting the place to shut up when it's 4 A.M. :P Not in such words, mind you, but that's pretty much what it was. >D Must be great to work there. :P
Myerk. Nothing much to rant about today. ^-^ Ja!
Holy shit, Michiko. o_O;;; That must have been hell; I can only imagine what it could've been like. Though you gave quite a detailed description. =_= Not that what happened to you wasn't shitty enough, I'm very relieved that things didn't go as extreme as rape and/or he had some knife of some sort. *hugglesquish* I really don't know what else to say except that I'm really /really/ glad that you're okay.
But let's try and look on the bright side! ^_^ Like... er... *shines a light in yer face* Let's look on the bright side!
Yesterday my brother and I went out to buy a scanner! ^_^v Page 9 of Stress Relief is now available. I'll put in the rest later... whenever that is... wanna go to sleep... played too much Klonoa 2!! XDD God knows I just love that game to pieces. Klonoa iketeru su!
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February 02, 2K2 - 6:33 P.M.
February 02, 2K2 - 6:33 P.M.
February 02, 2K2 - 6:33 P.M.
Hoshi Souichirou - Hearts
Feelin' happy!![]()
February 02, 2K2 - 8:40 A.M.
February 02, 2K2 - 8:40 A.M.
February 02, 2K2 - 8:40 A.M.
Suga Shikao - Ai ni Tsuite
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